Little Daylight WormIt's always so dark whenever you come around the sun just slips away leaving no clue, no sound.Little Daylight Worm
Here you are, contentedly beside me and I can no longer see the stars. I ask the sun if you would let me be Instead you murmur, "Twinkle, twinkle, little star,"
Then you push my hair aside... "How I wonder what you are."
There are never any clouds no atmosphere to breathe from it is only me, lying here wondering when you will be done.
Your fingertips are razorblades your wishes are wicks that will never snuff although I am o
SelfHello SelfSelf
I'm sorry body
for cutting you up treating you bad ignoring your warnings letting you fall apart.
I'm sorry mind
for putting you through whiskey blood thoughts and stubborn smothering denial.
I'm sorry for not eating right not sleeping well not resting enough not appreciating what we've been through together.
But we are strong. You and me, self. We were bred to withstand the burial of others the destruction of others the meltdown of others but
DistantFeeling extremely distant from myself and others like I've split in two and this 'me' just does not want to play.Distant
I have to think before I smile. Hesitate before I speak. I cannot promise you anything the words keep hiding buried by thick anxiety.
I do not want to listen do not want to join in do not want to celebrate the 'little' things that are.
Feeling so far away from everyone I care about. Deep in the disconnect I gain no new ground make no great progress.
I stand here. And look over th
Play Time
November 30
Hope
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Your lack of disconcertion is most disconcerting.
You have such awesome talent.
(i'm glad you liked 'like having manga sex' i always think my erotica is so lame!)
I love your art!! SO much!!
We should do an art trade!!! o3o
i'd love to do an art trade! it'd have to wait until after finals, but for sure! 8D
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